Monday, May 30, 2011

Give Until There's Nothing Left

Memorial day... its been a rough one for me...  a whole lotta sittin and not a lot of doin... so I will do something and write a new blog! :)

Give Until There's Nothing Left by Relient K



I have always believed that a life of service and giving to others is one well lived. Think about it... what better gift can you give to a person or God than yourself? Nothing else can compare. I have tried my best to live my life this way... giving to those who need.. or even don't need... as a way to show I care.

Lately I feel like I have been doing all of this giving for nothing. I love people. I love my friends, I love life, I love God. I feel like I have been doing so much giving... and it just seems like there is no point anymore. Im there for any friend whenever they need it.. yet I can hardly find any one to be there for me. I am trying to so hard to be a different person... one that doesn't complain or push my thoughts and opinions on others.. so much that now i feel lost. i feel like theres no one to trust.... no one i can call on... its all very... lonely.

Now, don't get me wrong... I know God is there... and I know I have those that care about me... but sometimes it would be nice to see some sort of action on all the words and promises. Im not trying to call out any of my friends... im not upset or angry at anyone. im just a little lost and miss having that one good friend that i can trust and go to for anything.

Sorry for the frustrated rant... but no worries... i will keep giving... because that is what important... the others and God in my life. not me. I will continue to be there for you all whenever you need me.. day or night.. rain or shine... because that is when i feel the best.. helping others. :)

I will give until there's nothing left....
-Jade

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